I am a christian so this is odd.. but I am also addicted to pain med. Please pray for me. I dont know I am ready to stop the feeling I get from it. I am never at peace in my head and with the pills I have such peace. I dont want to be caught. So I need to be forgivin and move on. I want to feel the happy peaceful feeling naturally and I have not felt this great feeling in all 50 years of my life.
